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If I see you,
in a photo beside another woman..
It would rain pins and needles
towards my heart

If I see you,
with another woman 
hugging you from the back through
a bike ride..
It would rain pins and needles
towards my heart

If I see you,
smiling broadly, while holding 
the hand of another woman..
It would rain pins and needles
towards my heart

The thing is..
I brought all of these for myself
The thing is..
I made a mistake

From that I learned,
From that I flow
Bringing the threads of lessons
Applying the new knowledge

That for sometime,
I had been a thorny piece of woman
Hurting people in and out
Of my circle..

I had removed the prickly part
I had trim the sharp thorn
I had learned to soften my countenance
I had cared for more than self

So that, if I ever another man..
He would not have to suffer
He would be saved from a great pain
The pain, caused by me running away

The pain, caused by me pushing everyone away
The pain, caused by me refusing to feel
For now there is;

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The joy of sharing smile
The joy of storytelling
The joy of listening
The joy of opening a present

Of embracing now
Which is the only time
the only moment
Cherishing every element

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